A chat with Vajira

The Universe in a grain of sand
by Vajira Fernando


The Buddha basically said that various components get

together; some of them physical, some of them metaphysical,

and at a certain point that combination acquires a

consciousness and says “Hey, I exist. There is me”. The

concept of “me” comes up, and the whole thing in Buddhism

is to dissolve the self.
That is what I believe to be the basis

of Buddhism. Now, in terms of modern science, at what point

does the consciousness arise? This is what I was thinking

about. What is the scientific explanation for the point at

which consciousness arises? Modern scientific knowledge tells

us that one of the most fundamental units is the biological

cell. Now, we know that the cell is alive. Either the cell

is alive or the cell is dead. There’s nothing else that’s

alive because - if you look at your father - he’s a massive

aggregation of cells, right? So - consciousness arises at

the cellular level, and then, as the cells aggregate, the

consciousness increases. Now, recent scientific discovery

shows us that cells in isolation die more quickly than those

that are linked together. In other words, community is required
for them to exist. So what happens is, the cell says
“Hey, I’m here. What the hell am I supposed to

do?” And it looks around. And then if there is a cell next

to it it says “Hey, produce something”. It now has a purpose

to live, and reproduces itself into several other

cells, all of which are now happily producing something. So

eventually you get a functionality developing at an organ

level. So you can live at the cell level, and you can live

at an organ level. At an organ level, you can do everything

that you’re doing at the next level, which is as an

aggregate of organs. So organs combine to form the “being”,

the so-called “sentient being”. You see, there is a thing

called “synergy”. It’s where if - for example - 10 people get

together and start to discuss something, the sum of the ten

people is actually more than that of the individual. Or in

other words, there is some extra component that is referred

to as a synergy [or what some would call a collective

consciousness]. Now those synergies are what

consciousness is made up of. So at the cellular level there

is a consciousness that says “I am alive.” At the organ

level, consciousness says more than “I am alive”, it says “I

am productive”. Then, at the human level, it acquires

mobility, the feature of an individual. Even in a plant

there is relative mobility. So what is unique at the third

level is the ability to move. So, then at that level, you’re

looking around for a purpose. And that purpose is society.

You now live in a cooperative manner. To me, that’s

basically what consciousness is.


Now, when I was a small fellow I was very playful and so my

father used to take me to listen to a famous Buddhist monk.

He was Burmese, and he came to Sri Lanka and gave a series

of lectures. I was taken under compulsion so I had no choice

but to listen to him. Now, he was a Burmese monk and his

speech was translated into English, so what he said and what

I thought he said could be totally different. But what I

thought he said was this: the whole purpose of

meditation… Now, you see, your mind - at the moment - is

continuously flipping from one thought to another. There is

a seamless transition from one thought to another thought

and so on. The theme may be whatever it is but there is

continuous reeling, it’s like looking at a reel. But if you

slow that reel down until you get to a freeze-frame

situation you get two frames, side by side. And then there

is a tiny gap. A human being is surrounded by this tape and

you’re in the middle! So there’s no way out, you’re trapped

by this reel that is going around. Now, if you slow it down

to a point where you can see the gap between two frames,

that is the gap you get out of.


When Buddhism talks about

enlightenment, it is – metaphorically - shooting through that gap.


When you meditate, you look inwards. You first start with

your breathing, then you break the breathing into its

components, exclude thoughts from outside, and look inwards.

Then, you reach your organs. Like this, you are actually

drilling down to the cellular level. In other words, all the

synergy which constitutes the term consciousness is quietly

being peeled away.


Until you get to that one single cell that you are.


- Vajira Fernando is my Uncle, a seventy-something yr-old man with lots of love, a questionable taste in music, and Mafia undertones. He spent the first 40-odd years of his life in Sri Lanka, and currently resides in Melbourne, Australia. Having attained theoretical enlightenment, he now spends his days using satellite navigation to more effectively harass his children via Bluetooth connectivity.

posted : Friday, February 29th, 2008